Well lets see...my first child I was scared to death about being pregnant and the things that I was going through but what others just don't get or understand is that no matter what I was hearing and what others thought I stayed strong for me and my son and I took care of us both while being pregnant and from the first day that I found out that I was pregnant, even though I was nervous and scared, I love that baby inside of me so much that I never realized that I could love something so much until he was actually born and placed in my arms for the first time and time just stood still....he is one of four blessings in my life and I am so proud of him for the young adult that I have raised him to be and the person that he's become. It seemed like all everyone could do or would do around me is talk/gossip about me and some didn't even know me or the situation and the others that did (family) just gossiped about me every second they could...not in front of me but of course behind my back but where I could hear them!! Pathetic how family treats someone that way..would of thought more of them! And I have always said if you have a problem with me..tell me to my face! Don't talk about me behind my back and or where I can hear you gossip and then when I confront you lie and act like no you didn't say that...whatever! ugh...some families just suck at being a nice caring loving and respectful family!