One of the fears that I have..the biggest one..isn't really about me...its about losing my friends...not losing them like keeping in touch with them, but something happening to any of them. That is one of my major fears. I worry and fear for my children too and the world that they are growing up in but I know that I have raised good kids, now teens and I know that they will do great out in the world...they are strong individuals..its my friends that I worry about losing because of here lately all the devastation around us...innocent people dying because of whatever tragedies and I realize that having lost 2 family members to cancer that it worries me and concerns me that when things start going good for my friends I find myself worrying that things will get rough on them...