This is my first 5 minute Friday
When i see the word release I think of letting someone go. Recently, I have had to do that. He's been my best friend for over 25 years and he just also happens to be my one and only first and only true love! He knows this, knew this from the beginning and I've made it clear he's the only one I love unconditionally. Life lets us take twists and turns and some of them we don't understand and probably won't ever understand. During the twists and turns we have never been out of contact even though he went his way and had a family and I went mine and had a family we were always in touch with each other.
Within the last 2 years things have dramatically changed for each of us. So we in a since found our way back to each other. However, this year has been really an emotional roller coaster for me. He's pulling back as a best friend and I just don't understand it. But I have chosen to release him somewhat from my life to give him his time and space or whatever he needs to figure out what he needs too etc. After 25 years of always being there for each other through thick and thin and remaining the very best of friends even when we didn't see each other for years, its hard to release. I have tried my best too but as I said its an emotional roller coaster for sure. He will always remain in my heart and mind as my best friend and love but a part of me, my head is saying release him completely but my heart is saying no he will come back one day.
That is what the word release reminded me of today....
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