Jan 15, 2011

Day 15 Truth Blog - Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.

I couldn't live without my best friends. I have a few of them and I can't imagine my life without any one of them. I love them all and would do anything for them.

Blog Dare - I am the best mom ever

I believe that I have been the best mom ever for each and all of my kids. I don't go out and just spend money on myself and if I did its only been a couple of dollars for something that I really needed or something.


I think that I am the best mom ever to my kids because I am here for them and don't judge them, I support them in whatever is going on in their lives. I love them unconditionally and I make a point of telling them to have a great day every morning when they leave for school and I hug, kiss them and tell them that I love them every day at least a few times! I don't want them to ever doubt how much they mean to me. They are my world, they are my life.

Jan 14, 2011

Day 14 Truth Blog - A hero that has let you down.

I don't have a hero that has let me down.

My grandfather and my uncle both were my hero and they both passed away from cancer.
Neither of them let me down, I have always looked up to them and will continue to do so.

Blog Dare - I am the worst mother because…

I don't think that I have really gone into the I am the worst mother because landslide. I have been there for my kids, I have spent tons of time with them all and with each of them for their one on one mom time and I have done the best that I can for them. 


Yea I have went easy sometimes for dinner or whatever and made romen noodles or chicken nuggets or frozen pizza or things like that but I don't think that I am the worst mother in the world for it. I think that all of us at one point in time have done the same thing. We all need an easy night now and then.


Maybe at a time or two when I actually spent a couple of dollars on myself instead of buying the kids something I thought that but for the most part I believe that I am a good mother to all my kids.

Jan 13, 2011

Day 13 Truth Blog - A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)

Well this one is easy for me - Bon Jovi


There was a few times when I was having hard choices to make in my life and my friends couldn't always be there for me since they were going through their own things and thats when I turned to music.


No matter if it was me going through hard times dealing with my mom and all the BS that came along with it or if it was boyfriend problems or whatever I could always turn on the radio or put in a cassette tape in my player and Bon Jovi would make it all better!! 


All through out my life I have relied on music..I can't do much of anything these days without music. I can't concentrate on getting things done around the house unless I have music playing. I don't like to cook or clean or even take a bath these days without having music on. Its helped me through alot and will always be there.

Blog Dare - When I was little, I wanted to be…

When I was little, I wanted to be a teacher and a mother.


What did you dream of being when you were little?  What did you imagine that occupation would be like?


I dreamed about being a teacher and helping kids. And I dreamed about getting married and having kids, twins and being happy and living life to the fullest and being the  best person, mom and wife that I could be.

Jan 12, 2011

E-filing Taxes

So when are you filing your taxes? Are you going to be getting a refund?


I am planning on hitting submit tomorrow night probably a few minutes before the 14th in hopes of getting them approved within a day or two. Hoping that it doesn't take longer then Friday morning to get approved so that I can get them back in 2 weeks!! WOOHOO!


Have a great rest of the week everyone.

Cold weather SUCKS!

I know that its winter and its supposed to get cold...but damn this really just sucks! Its been down in the teens all this week and I am SO sick and tired of it already!!! 


How many more days until Spring?? LOL I need to look it up and do a counter on the days that we have left until freaking warmer weather and then I can complain when it hits 100 outside!!

Weather - BRRRR!!!

FairTonightTomorrowTomorrow Night
Clouds Early / Clearing LateMostly SunnyPartly Cloudy
FairClouds Early / Clearing LateMostly SunnyPartly Cloudy
27°F18°39°27°
Feels Like: 21°LowHighLow
Past 24-hr:
Precip: 0 in
Snow: 0 in
Chance of Precip:
0%
Chance of Precip:
10%
Chance of Precip:
0%
Wind:
From NNE at 5mph
Wind:
NNE at 5 mph
Wind:
SSE at 9 mph
Wind:
SSE at 7 mph

The holiday I am most looking forward too this year

The Holiday I am most looking forward to this year…

What is the holiday you are most looking forward to in 2011?  Why?  Who will be there?  What will you do to celebrate?

Hmm, I am not sure...I guess July 4th, Independence Day, that will be a great holiday to look forward too because by then I will be an independent single mom! And then after that, Christmas. My children and maybe some friends will be with us to celebrate :)

New Year and changes to come (kinda long)

I have been thinking about this for awhile now and I have made the choice that I am going to do it because I believe that its the right thing for my kids and myself. So when we get the tax refund back, which I am e-filing tomorrow night at midnite. We should get it back within 2 weeks, that's the usual. Within a week of getting the money, I am going to become a single mom. I am telling hubby to leave this time and am set on not letting him back into our home. I plan on buying him a bus ticket back to the town that he grew up in most of his life and has friends there that he can stay with until he gets on his feet. I have had my mind set on this for awhile and yes I have said this before but this time, I have so much on my mind that I want things to be less stressful and for my kids to live the rest of their childhood being happy and not basically ignored by their own freaking father and knowing that their mom and dad isn't getting along and him staying here isn't the healthiest way to handle things so I am giving him a bus ticket back to where he came from.
 
Its going to be hard, but I know that with my kids keeping me going, putting myself into work and having friends to chat/email/vent/talk too I will be ok. Its been a long time coming. We haven't been happy for awhile. Last year he begged and I let him back in for one last chance but I just don't love him anymore and what's the point of letting him stay here if I don't love him, we don't get along that great, haven't really argued a lot lately but still he ticks me off and I am just tired of the stress and me not feeling like I can move on with my life because he's still here in the house. So that is it, I am ending it and it should of been done awhile ago.
 
I know that some of my family probably won't like it but they haven't lived with him and dealt with him day in and day out like we have and at this point I am mad enough at myself that I have wasted as many years as I have with him.
 
Its time for me to be happy, I deserve to be happy and first and foremost, my children deserve to be happy. At least they are teenagers now so they know what is going on and understand things better then if they were younger. I wouldn't give up my kids for the world, but the years that I put up with him, I shouldn't of just because of what others thought.
 
Its time to move ahead and that is what I am going to do and that is what this year is going to be...moving ahead to better and happier times and things.

High Enough - Damn Yankees

Need to catch up on blogging!

So I have gotten a little behind on the challenges that I took for blogging everyday this year/month...shame on me! So I am going to be catching up tonight. I am in a blogging mood and more then likely it will be way more then what my challenges say to write about.
 
I have a ton on my mind and am going to share some of the things blogging tonight. I am determined to get caught up.
 
Hope everyone is having a great week

Day 12 Truth Blog - Something you never get compliments on.

Hmm, well I am not sure about this one...hmm, maybe what a nice butt I have!! LOL...Not sure about this one..hard one.

Jan 11, 2011

The Best Movie I Ever Watched

What is the best movie you have ever watched?  Did you relate to the main characters?  How do you feel when you watch it?  Can you watch it repeatedly without boring of it?


The Best movie I have ever watched...hmm, well I would say My Best Friend's Wedding and it ties with Grease. Yes I definitely related to each of the main characters in each of the movies. In my best friends wedding, one of my best friends is a guy and he's the love of my life and I love the movie and it makes me feel mushy every time I watch it. And with Grease...thats another awesome movie that I can relate too. Love both of them. Know them each by heart and I could watch them all day long and never get bored!

Day 11 - Truth Blog - Something people seem to compliment you the most on.

I think that the most compliments that I get would be on how tall I am. Being a 6ft woman is a challenging thing sometimes, especially when you were the tallest in your grade for awhile starting early on like back in middle school!! But its a good thing too..long sexy legs come with being tall. And a nice smile and eyes too.

Jan 10, 2011

The ugliest insect I ever saw

I think that it was at the beginning of the year last year when I saw this thing in the tree. I didn't touch it but it was a big huge nest and had something in it and it looked so creepy! I took pictures of it, not too sure where they are now, probably in my photobucket account somewhere but no idea where and I have thousands of pics in it so one of these days I might come across it again and share but until then, just know that it was an ugly big thing in a white messed up looking huge nest in the tree!! YIKES!

Day 10 Truth Blog - Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.

Someone that I need to let go, or wish that I didn't know...hmm only one person/name comes to mind!!


But then if I didn't know him, I wouldn't have 3 wonderful kids...


I don't think that there is anyone else...

Jan 9, 2011

Kesha - We R Who We R Lyrics On Screen HD

Venting!! Stupid men!!


So Leon comes home, looks on the computer and see's that I downloaded a game for Sean to play. He doesn't like it, thinks its stupid. Sean comes running to me telling me that Leon is telling him that its stupid etc etc. I go in there and tell him to not play it then and to just deal with it, ignore it whatever just hush and leave it alone because I looked at the reviews and the videos and Sean liked it and I thought it was a good one so I allowed it to be downloaded on the "family" computer. Leon says ok whatever to me. I come back in here to do whatever I was doing and then it gets quiet in there, yea should of known something was up when he was quiet. He's in there showing Sean freaking videos of PWI (Perfect World International) its a pretty good game too, I play it now and again when I need to beat something up lol..like I am getting the feeling to do right now! Sean comes in here and says can we delete the other game and put Perfect World on it and I said I guess but why? And he said because daddy showed me videos about it and told me that its good etc etc Then Leon comes in here and says no were not deleting the other game thats the one that he wanted on it. OMG you idiot then WHY are you showing him another cool game? Why do you have to pester like that??? WHY do you have to be so damn rude to my son?! Why couldn't he just shut the hell up and go to bed or shut up and drop the game issue damn, Sean doesn't get on the computer that much except maybe a couple of hours on the weekend and thats the only reason I downloaded it today...STUPID CRAP!
I am just so freaking tired of it!!!

Day 9 - Truth Blog - Someone you didn't want to let go, but just drifted

Someone that I didn't want to let go, but just drifted.


Hmm, well I can't really think of anyone. All of my friends that have meant the world to me from school are still in contact with me thanks to myspace and then facebook. So I really don't have anyone.

The News

So today the blog dare is the News, why do or don't I watch the local news.


I watch it now and again. Usually no reason too. Not to much usually going on around here and it seems like these days all I hear about is the meanness and violent things going on and not the good Samaritan things, if there are any out there anymore to hear about, sometimes I wonder!! So I usually don't watch it.


Share with me on why you do or don't watch your local news?

Click to Donate! (The Hunger Site and Care2)

Hey there everyone,
There is something that I am doing this year in hope's of making a difference in this world.
There are 2 sites that I love, one is The Hunger Site and the other is Care2 with each of the sites all you  have to do is click to donate. I wish that I could help more, I wish that I had money to donate to the causes but, I don't so for now I choose to take a couple minutes out of my day to click on each site and click on the things that I support.

To the right of my page about half way down or so are the banners for The Hunger Site so you can click on one of those if you like and donate.

Upcoming week forecast

And this is what its going to be doing for the upcoming week...



Tomorrow

Jan 10

Tuesday

Jan 11

Wednesday

Jan 12

Thursday

Jan 13

Friday

Jan 14
Snow
Snow
Partly Cloudy
Partly Cloudy
Mostly Cloudy
Mostly Cloudy
Partly Cloudy
Partly Cloudy
Rain
Rain

Hi:
35°
Lo:
20°

Hi:
34°
Lo:
17°

Hi:
32°
Lo:
21°

Hi:
35°
Lo:
27°

Hi:
42°
Lo:
37°

No School tomorrow!!

Got the call just a little while ago, actually 2 calls from the schools. I love the automated messages, no school for tomorrow!! The kids are thrilled!! I am a little less thrilled! Oh well, its all good, as long as they are quiet while I'm working its good. Having kids fuss over nothing while I'm on the phone isn't such a great thing!


They are teenagers, well my youngest is pre-teen so they know mom works from home and need to behave while they are here and I'm working. Lets hope its a great week ahead.

First day of snow in 2011!

So today its snowing for the first time in 2011. I swear I don't think that we ever had this kind of weather on the other side of the state where we moved from!! I love it here though. Been here a year and a half or so and so far this is the 3rd or 4th time I think that we've had snow compared to maybe once in the past 15 years on the other side of the state!! LOL quite a little difference over here. And of course since were closer to TX they always seem to get what we get or vice versa.


I would of taken pictures but my stupid cam quit on me. Its just showing a black screen no matter where I point it, so I guess that means I am buying me a new cam this year too!! So now thats three camera's I'm buying!! LOL I am going to be a camera buying fool here in a few weeks. Belinda one for her to take tons of pics of that beautiful  baby boy she's going to have in April and one of my best friends one as a Birthday/Christmas gift since he didn't get one for Christmas like he wanted and then me one now since mine said good bye!!


Not to sure what kind to get...I know that one of my friends has a kick butt Canon Rebel but she spent like freaking $700 on it!!! And I like the one that Ashton Kutcher advertises so I was thinking one of those..we will see.


Have a great day everyone.
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