MIA for a few days

Category: Life

So I just wanted to blog since I haven't in a few days. Not sure exactly what is going on with me. I guess a bit of depression has something to do with it. Anyway I am trying to get back into the routine of blogging, honestly I think that it helps me deal with whatever is going on in the world and in my life. If that makes since? And when I don't blog, I just get in these moods of not wanting to get on the pc, not wanting to talk to anyone on the phone or anything. I don't get out of the house usually but 2-3 times a month and usually thats around the first of the month and that's it. I send hubby or my oldest son to the little store a block away so that I don't have to get out and go.
I think that I need to go to the dr and see what the cause of my mood changes and such are. I think that I already know though. I can't do much about it. Can't afford to up and run to the dr to see what the problem is. Unless its the kids, I don't want to go to the dr and deal with them. So anyway I am trying to get back into the routine of things.
I had been having issues trying to sleep but it seems like that is ok now and I can go to sleep at a pretty descent time thank goodness.
Anyway lots going on will blog more later on